How witty is my subject title? Not.

Your well wishes didn't help. I still feel pretty bloody awful. Not for lack of trying. 

Thanks, anyway.

I got to sleep at about 11.30, then woke up at 4.15. And that was it. I couldn't sleep anymore.

Not that the birds f***ing helped *shakes fist at them*

So I got up and read, because thats what I do, you know.

So I got ready for work and everything, then half way there I called up and told them I wasn't coming in. I came back home and lay about the house, unable to sleep. Still. Joy.

Ah well.

So, right now? Moggy is lying on my stomach, digging her claws into me. I'm to scared to shift about in case she bites me. Life doesn't get better than this, lol.

Anyway, a few good things came out from today. 1: *finishes 'Cell' and picks up 'Rage'*. 2. I watched 'Something Nice Back Home'. Which might not even be a good thing. That was a really, really poor episode. 3. I got a plot bunny!!!! OK, its a small one, and it features a weird ship, but anything will do for me.

So, there is my day, laid out in sarcastic somments. Feel free to tell me a bout yours.

First of all, thank you so much who replied to yesterdays post. It means a lot to me, and once I started crying it was because of some of the comments.

You guys are the greatest.

Well, I went to work today (after a long row inside my mind) and I just didn't know how to react. Do I get angry? Do I act cold and stand-offish?  Do I forget all about it? Do I make an extra effort? Do I apologize?

See? Not good in social situations.

But they didn't mention it, and neither did I. 

I don't know. I just don't.

So, whatever. Weekend is here. I'll read a bit of Harry Potter and watch some Lost to cheer myself up or something.

I did what I promised myself I wouldn't do. I'm watching the soap awards. And crying. 

Because of that Jack/Vera send off scene.

Damn.

Other news, I got a new mobile today! *does happy dance* 

Prepare for many technology-fueled rants.

Welcome back Ostia! You were missed =]

A little more about this layout.

OK, so I like it. I disliked the old one because I got tired of how dark it was. I didn't like the size of the text. I didn't think it was any good, apart from the header.  But this isn't header-friendly, so I'm not keeping it long. The thing is, I want a Ben header. There just don't seem to be many around. *headdesk*

I'm also currently kind of shocked by this:



Like, at a complete loss of words shocked. That is a fifteen year old girl. 

Artsy my arse. Fifteen year old girls aren't meant to be topless. 

Enough for today, yeah?


 

I had to change my layout, I loved the header but just felt like the rest of it was ugly. I suck.

Will go into more detail when I can keep my eyes open.

I took part in an anonymous meme, you can reply to my comment here, and you just basically tell me what you think of me, but type anonymously. I can take your views, so its no holds barred I guess!

I have to pimp this because it rocks my world with its awesomeness. 

Favourite line(s)::

 Ben: How long did you guys wait before telling me this?

Locke: 5 minutes.

Sawyer: Well 10 if you count our 5 minute we're getting new porn happy dance.

LMAO. Awesome.

Anywaaaaay.

Omg, guess what. Lee brought me a big box of Stephen King books that he had foud in the Depo of his work, and had been saving for  a car boot sale. Stephen King FTFW.

I watched Spider-man 2 and OMG DANIEL DAE KIM MAKES AN APPEARANCE. Why did nobody tell me? I'm completely screaming at the TV and everybody is looking at me strangely and I'm like "he's on Lost, now join my fandom or DIE" and then I get one of those 'Wow another pycho that watches Lost could there be a connection?" looks. Pffft.

Oh well, imagine if it had been Michael Emerson.

I hope you guys all had a great Bank Holiday.

Oooh guess what, today is the beginning of National Honey Week. Raising awarness of honey everywhere, lol.

Its also Nation Deaf Awarness week, which may be a slightly more important cause. But, then again, what do I know?

Omg, I miss Ostia a lot right now. I hope she comes back soon =[

Adios!

EDIT: Btw, Kate is an awesome LJ friend. I love her loads.